'hati'

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=saket=
being treated like a child..nOt being trusted by own parents..its very hurting me..

=kecewa=
wat kind of persOn im living with nie..?be adult lah!!!...ckp dgn kO tp aku rase mcm ckp dgn dinding je...perangai mcm bdk2..!!..hating dis pLace sOo mucH!!!

=alone=
missing my frens sO muCh..really..glad i can meet my mOmo n ms tiGer dia weekend..make my feeling a little bit okay..

=nervOus=
d exam just arOund d cOrner..am i ready..?really need a good result

adakah kt memerlukan hati..?..kenape susah sgt nak jaga hati nie..?..terase kecil sgt..

~my heart is not as big as d universe,but still it is very important to be take care as i care abOut urs~

tagged!! ~by adik ku jij~

1. How old are you?

21thn 10bln

2. Are you single

single but nOt available

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?

25 or 26..hee~

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

yup..hOpefully...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

xtaw lah..nO idea

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?

depends

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

beach but ala2 garden gitu..hee~

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

should it be a secret, sO nO follow us..hihi''

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

<1000

10. Will that include your exes?

haha..bOleh gak..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

1 sudah..

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

morning of cOurse

13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding

our sOng...and any sweet sOngs

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

fine dining please..

15. Champagne or red wine?

neither..

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

after d wedding..

17. Money or household items?

either

18. How many kids would you like to have?

as many i could have..hee~

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

nOpe..taking picts only

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know ?

yiyien

apad

fahmie

obsession

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salam..afternOon

saje je amik tajOk nie..because of adik ku jij lah..

kdg2 geli ati gak..people change because of their obsession to sOmething or sOme1..its really attempting to watch d obsession get bigger n bigger every day..hee~

do u ever have sOme1 dat obesess abOut u..?..sOmetimes its really nice but sOmetimes it will make u scared..!!

why nOt to be obsess wit sOmething or sOme1..at least when u obsess with it,u will always try d beSt to have it,to care abOut it,to love it..dO obsess with sOmething or sOme1 dats give u advantage nOt disadvantage..but 1st,dO love urself so dat the obsession will nOt haunt u in d end..let d important things be 1st in every decission..

like when u obsess to kill sOme extra kiLos,u need to cut ur 'needs' ~dats actually not a need~ to have some 'gOod' food..but then do have some of ur 'needs' time by time to indulge urself..after all,life is too shOrt not to have a 'gOod' fOod..remember; time by time nOt all d time!

same as love..when we meet sOme1 dat we feel he or she is d 1,do appreaciate them..care,love,like them..but,1st thing 1st;love urself 1st..so u will never loSt d track..

as for me..saya sgt2 lah jealous kpd org yg ade obsession feels nie..coz as what i am,i DONT have d obsession anymOre..maybe befOre,yes i dO have d feels..but nOw,i've always not giving myself chances to have any obsession anymOre..takot dah..harapan memusnahkan diri ku..harapan membuatkan hati ku keras..i've always been hurt because of my obsession to others..

anyway,ive learned that,i should love myself first then if d obsession will hurt me 1day,i will not hurt sO much..

so..enjOy ur obsession,ur life..love n live for ur self..!

daa~

~sunday mOrning~

emerald
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salam
mOrning every1..

awal bangun especially for a good sunday like tOday..
coz maybe ive going bed early laSt nite..anyway its a good day..good weather...if only i have fren to have a morning walk tOgether..

quite sOmetimes i didnt wrote..tOo malas..dOnt noe why..miSs emerald sO much..but didnt want to spend more time..n too buSy wit project,assignments,quizes n will becoming teSt 2 n final..

cepat nye masa m'ninggalkan kt..sedar x sedar,dah nak aBes bln march pon..majOr freakout!!!..dont even noe whether im ready or nOt..n semakin hari semakin dekat dgn masa m'ninggal kan dunia..ready or nOt..??

a question dat i asked myself every day...
as a student; am i ready for d big teSt..???
as a hambaNYA; am i ready for d TEST???

adakah aku semakin hari semakin baik atau semakin hari semakin teruk..??

bile usia m'injak dewasa,kdg2 kt leka dek m'gejar hal2 dunia..mase nie lah kt nak bentuk hidup kt..nO turning baCk..juSt straight to d pOint..dan hidup xsemusti berjalan lancar seperti kt harap2 kan..hOpefully im ready to face d junction,roadbLock in my life stOry..n a very fat hOpes i can face my evil side..to always be gOod n achieved lot in my life..

hOpes d same things fOr u guys tOo..

till then..semoga i have ways to defense my self for d 'M' word..so i can write lots in emerald..

..xOxo..muahXx

1st mOvie in march

its d 3rd mOvie which i watched wit him..[as if,im watching aLone cOz he was sleeping baCk then]
beSh..street fighter:d legend of chun-li..
mule2 ingat xbeSh,cOz lawan2..its nOt my type of moVie i like tO watch..this time is hiS chOice tO pick d mOvie..
but after all,its a great mOvie..as fOr me lah..
kristin kreuk yg nampak mcm a nice,sOpan gurl,leh b'lakOn as a tOugh fighter..wow!!..smaRt babe!!..like it,nOw love her[never live her acting in smaLLviLLe]
pi lah tgk..it will make u cant wait fOr d other series,maybe neXt abOut rYu..cant wait it..!

Her strength. Her fury. Her vengeance. Will become legend.

Adapted from the famous series of fighting video games by Capcom, "Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li" focuses its story on the undercover Interpol agent, female fighter Chun-Li as she falls in the quest of finding justice after she found out that her father is murdered. The movie was shoot in numerous locations include Bangkok, Thailand, Hong Kong and Vancouver

*nak skills berlawan mcm dia..!!hehe

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emeraLd
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wahwahwah..lame bangat ngak m'cOret d eMerald..almoSt a mOnth..n tOday its already 1st of maRch..winDu bangat same kamu!!

its been buSy fOr d laSt 3weeks..lOts of assignments,teSts,quizez n activity..even teSt 2 will cOming up sOon..!!..fOr insyaALLAH,i will maintained to wRite in emeraLd..wiLL nOt leaving u any mOre wahai emerald w'out any reasons..

"teSts,assignments"
im gLad..i've gOne through with all d paper pretty gOod..lega~..fuh...

actually,i should be in jB rite nOw..dats my pLanning fOr dis weekend..but unfOrtunately,lacK of sOurces tO be there..duEt laa...!!!

"dUet@mOney@fuLus"
living as human being, we need mOney as an exchange to get sOmething..n living aS a stuDent w'out lOan or schOlar is SUFFERING!!!..dahulu,saya adaLah penghaBes duEt mara,namun kini mara xmampu lg menanggung saya..muak agak nye..hee~..n nOw,mama n aBah have to spend their mOney on me n my life as stuDent..maLu bangat..!..kdg2 tu nak mintak pOn segan..dah beSar panjang pOn ngak leh jana duEt sendiri..any1 want tO share wit me,how to get more MONEY..?
dah tOksah pening2 pK paSal duEt..selagi kt hambaNYA yg setia,pintu rezeki xkan pernah t'tutup..still can eat,maa..juSt cant dO extra2 curicullum activities like HOTFM BIGJAM at jb toDay!!..miSsed it again..n miSsed my chance to meet my hOney;cik yiyiEn hOneydeW..sOrry ye baBe..

"1st half of d year"
always,always n always..my 1st half of d year is a gOod time..a lots of gOod memOries created in these mOmentO..n same tO gO wit thiS year which im nOt hOping anything..but a very gOod memOries i've been created wit him..he is new,we are new..but we have been learn a lOt tOgether..im gLad..jiwa ku x kOsong lg..!..when i thOught its already dead, sOme1 came tO rescue me n heal up my sOul...Alhamdullilah...really!!im gLad...DIA xpernah lupe hamba NYA yg ini....i will try tO get mOre cLoser to YOU...insyaALLAH..AMIN..hOpe this reLatiOnship built until d laSt breath of me...tQ deAr..:)..pRay fOr me ek...

half is nOt long enOugh..d Other haLf will cOme sOon..but im nOt afraid anymOre..i wiLL try my beSh to get a better life all year lOng..nO mOre unnecessary thOught..i can dO it!!

hambaNYA+anak+stuDent+lover;tOo many responsiblities made me mOre accurate wit my time management..its a bit difficult fOr a start,at laSt i can dO it..

"hambaNYA"
sadly,kdg2 tu t'tinggal juga waktu2 solat ku especially subuh..baCaan pd kitab agung lg suci hanya dijadikan amalan 'KADANG-KADANG' sahaja...manusia mmg lemah..tp i've always remember,segala dOsa ku akan d'kOngsi b'sama aBah ku..sO i've always n will always try to dO gOod things n left behind d bad thing..sO aBah selamat dunia akhirat..w'pOn name ku bkn sOlehah namun akan ku cuBa m'jaDi anak sOlehah..PROMISE..!

"anak"
dulu,aku suke b'bOhong pd mama n aBah..d reasOn because i dOnt want they get wOrried abOut my life...xnak bOhong lg..hati jadi senang b'terus terang dgn mama n abah..try it..!..its guaranteed safe!!hee~

"stuDent"
wah!!rajen bangat bdk ini..hehe..iyelah nak dpt yg t'baEk kt kena wat yg t'baEk kan..?..tOgethter we dO aLL out..!

"lover"
2nd attempt wit new persOn..love it..beSh..srOnok..bahagis.. :P semOga b'kekaLan hendak nye..AMIN


till then..xOxo..
salam

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