lepaking wiT my fRens is d beSh..!!

salam
jan2909,0437

gOod mOrning..~~

wOke up after 6hOurs gOod nyte sLeep..nOw,cant sLeep anymOre..aLone in my faV rOom..every1 dah titOn..

1st of aLL,haPPy sweEt 17th tO my faV siS..aDek..!
seMoga panjang uMur n muRah reZeki..wat SPM elok2 taw..wisHing u aLL d beSh..

i've just arrived fRom melaka senja taDi..went tO miCet,1st pLace wHich i start to learn eVerything..mOstly duniawi..its gOod finally meet my frens..hangout tOgether n buRst out latest stOry abOut our liFe..miSs them already..

newest thing abOut me;i'd get hit by d LOVE bug aGain..hee~~..aLa2 mcm laGu jOnas brOs' tu..hOpefully this wiLL be d laSt eventhOugh u r nOt d 1st,i want u tO be d laSt n want tO be ur laSt fOrever..pRay fOr lOng lasting++happineSs..pRay fOr us ye..n tHanks fOr d wiShes guys..wiSh u aLL d beSt tOo...

okay then..wanna to start wit my aSsignment..still gOt d eneRgy..

remember;jgn lupe bgn suBuh..sOlat lah kamu sbLm kamu d'sOlat kan..

tiLL neXt time..xOxo..

gamBang~kL~seremban

salam
jan2409,1952

im hOme.!

semLm masih d ump..kelas on 8am until 12nOon..lots happened yesterday..

there shOuld be a quiz in proB&stat cLass,but have been canceled..m'gejar sub2 tOpic yg jaOh ketinggalan dr subJect pLanning..sampai xsedar mdm,kelas hampir tamat..anyway,after midterm hOlidays nie,bakal m'jeLma lah segaLa quiz2..neXt cLass,had presentation..we're nOt reaDy..but stiLL they want to present dat day,hOping fOr extra mark whOse present 1st..in d end,resuLt nye hamPeh..wat i want tO say here..i've tOld u guys..!!!!

then,after lunch,nap time..huhu~~..tiDo lewat mLm sbLm tu..gayut jaDi mOnyet..hee~

abOut 3pm,get gOing tO library wit my fren..bOrrowed a bOok as fOr reviSion..gOing back tO pack my things n tiDy up my rOom befOre back fOr hOlidays..bye2 UMP..

unfOrtunately,d bus dat supposed to pick us up on 7pm,was there only where d time is 7.45pm..sengaL je..n pLus,they sOld our seat tO sOme else,which make us (me+kak lina),had to sit on d bus stairs..sengal je..kali nie sengal laEn..sengaL punggung ku..i neEd my liLy..!!

arrived at pekeliling abOut 1030pm..then straight tO bdr taSek selatan..n mama aBah tOok me there..arrived hOme abOut 12..Alhamdullilah..

tOday,my activity is tiDo..tidO je..pagi,t'hari,ptg..nak bLs dendam tiDo lah kata kan..huhu~~

wat i shOuld dO fOr d neXt 7days..???



sharing is caring sLot;
yesterday,i've been asked wit an unexpected question by my cLassmate.."kamu duduk sini kat mane..?"..im liked,"huh?!"..i thought he asked which bLock i stayed at UMP..but fOr cOnfirmation,i asked him tO explain d question.."i meant,awak duduk kat malaysia kat mane?"..rase mcm lawak je,nak t'geLak guLing2 pOn ade..he thOught i am nOt malaysian,coZ recently they just fOund out,dat my family is miXed..its my grandpa an aRab,nOt me..im stiLL malaySian malay n prOud tO be malaySian..anyway thanks fOr asking,i take it as cOmpliment..

quiZ tOmorrow..!!

emerald..
jan2209,2340

esOk de quiz proBability n statistic..n mata sgt m'ngantOk..tOday,hari yg m'menat kan..

lasT nyte,quite late faLL asleep..luckily,clasS on 8am,been canceled..1st cLass on 11am,HE..after dat have repLacement class abOut an hOur..then get gOing tO meet mdm haMidah,fOr sOme discuSsion abOut CRE..tenSion level getting higHer n higher cOz of thiS CRE thingy..

after dat,get gOing to fetCh my fren at benteng..she got appoinment wit her dean on 2pm..ruSh,ruSh,ruSh..wa bwk kete terBang beb..!!huhu~~

sampai bilik,but can get in..fOrgot tO bring keys befOre gOing out..sedikit sengaL gak kan gUe ini..hangOut in my fren rOom..cant dO anything dat i've pLanned befOre..

got in abOut 415pm when kak huDa got back frOm cLass..settle everything dat i have pLanned..dOing sOme mOre adjustment on sLide pResentation fOr tOmorrow..after that,dOing laundRy..cOz esOk dah nak bLk..!!yuhuu..~~

as usual,ptg2 gi riaDah wit kak nurul..toDay,we just walking arOund ump..dOing sOmething nOt sweaty n tiring cOz pOse..

after buKa,soLat..then my mata already penat..reSt jap..sekejap lah sgt,bgn baLik abOut 1030pm..then gO to bath,soLat..n noW here i am..wRiting this befOre get started wit my reviSion..

semoga berjaya m'jwb tOmorrow..!!

selamat tiDo kpd yang dah tiDo..

daa~..
xOx0

ketenangan yang ku cari..

salam..
jan2209,0043

sebenar nye manusia xsedar yg mereka sebenar nye yang mengawal hati,perasaan,minda mereka..bukan org2 d sekeliling mereka..been dats kind of persOn,once..

thought dat i cant be happy without someone..but nOw,i understand,i need sOmething tO make me happy,but its always about me nOt others...if i dont want tO be happy,even i have a lot of things,all lovely people around me,in d end,i will nOt be happy..becuase i dOnt want to be happy..everything lays on my hand nOt others..

sayang lah diri anda dulu,seblm m'yayangi yg laEn..dulu,saya xdpt terima ungkapan nie..bg saya,kt akan rase d'sayangi kalu kt m'yayangi yg laEn..kalu kt sayang diri kt dulu sbLm yg laEn,mcm pentingkan diri pLak..

but u nOe wat...

finally i understand wat is d meaning of thOse words..mcm mane kt mampu nak sayang org laen,kalu kt xmampu nak sayang diri kt sendiri..sayang d sini bukan b'maksud nak mementingkan diri sendiri..tp sayang d sini b'maksud kt m'hargai diri kt yg sempurna yg d anugerahkan NYA..m'hargai d sini pula bkn b'maksud kt m'bangga2 kan diri,tp dgn m'lakukan perkara2 yg tidak m'mudaratkan pd diri kt..dan secara xlangsung,dgn m'yayangi n m'hargai diri kt,kt telah m'hargai perasaan2 yg m'yayangi kt..kalu benar lah seseorg itu m'yayangi kt,tiada balasan yg plg mahal selaEn m'lihat kt gembira..agree..?

to be love,u have to learn how to love..im learning,dO u..?

bacK to my activities yesterday; gOing to class at 8 am,besh..!!..love it..xrugi pOn gi,cOz i love the subject..after d clasS,going to library..wow!!..1st time masOk library baRu..fYi,im nOt a library persOn..i rather to stuDy at my nOisy,warm rOom rather than at cOmfortable place like library..but now,i've faLL in love to dat pLace..tenang...dats wat i need rite nOw..will be my favOurite starting frOm now..hihi~..then gOing to meet my PA,mdm iDa..thanks mdm,for dat nice taLk we had yesterday..gOing back to my rOom,dOing nOthing impOrtant..hehe..at 6,gi riadah wit siS nurul..newest hObby in my life..saje nak bg fit skit..huhu~..at nyte baru stuDy..dats for yesterday..nOt sure when i will get gOing tO sleep today..cant sLeep..

till then..daa~

xOxO

pity of myseLf..!

eMerald

payah nye nak b'diRi d dPn..keyakinan xde..

rase mcm sengaL sgt..!!..ive already dO d beSt wit d pResentation sLide..aLL my beSh..but in d end,i cant pResent d beSt..prefer tO be behind d scene than upfRont aLL..its my wOrk...!!..but aLL d cOmpliment gOes by to d beSh presenter..

its my mistake actuaLLy..i cant change my weakneSs to a gOod thing n let everyone elSe graB d oPportunity frOm me..very pity of me..!!

*peOple see what they want tO see..but theY wiLL nOt find d truE of it..woRld is fuLL of cruElneSs..!!

befOre gOing out

koniciwa..!
jan1909,1457

nO cLass tOday..n wiLL gOing out after this tO buy sOmething..nOthing much fOr tOday..

fOr d last 2,3days cant really sleep..if i sleep in nOon for 2,3 hours,i cant really sleep at nite,when i supposed to be sleep..n only gO to bed when d time strikes 4-5am,which im nOt excatlly faLL asleep..tidO2 ayam je..syndrOme ape ntah nie..nak kate insOmia,stiLL can sLeep..nie dah kire syndRome batman nie..kuikuikui

d beSt side of this syndROme,aLL my assignments dOne on time or may i say,befOre 'on time'..huhu~~

sunday,didnt dO anything rare..in my rOom d whOle time..stuDy fOr 2,3 hOurs,watching mOvie..n i realize,new syndRome appear...i didnt feel hungry at aLL!!!..loSs my apetite..same aS tOday,didnt eat at aLL..d only thing came inside my stOmach is air miLo n guLa2..i need gOOd fOOd..!!!!

mungkin kah,ALLAH telah menarik nikmat mkn n tiDo ku..??..owh nO..!!..ya ALLAH,simpang malaikat 44..ya ALLAH,kembalikan nikmat mkn n tidO ku..AMIN..~

*mungkin kah ku merindu seseOrg,wOnder whO..??

3days activities..

salam..aLoha~
jan18'09,0021
hye eMerald..

jOg dOwn my everyday activities since i wake up in d mOrning tiLL sLeep at d nite/midnite is one of my assignment fOr dis sem as a student..like a log bOok..

its been 3days dat i dOnt cOmpose..sOrry ye kak wahyuni..!!..hehe..been buSy wit benificial n alSo un-benefical activities..

my days since thursday until saturday started as early as 0630..wOke up in d mOrning;solat,mandi,breakfaSt n get reaDy to gO cLass..

haPpy2 in cLasses cOz i love my cLass diS sem..

in HE claSs,our daDdy taught us hOw to be confident wHen preSent any tOpic in fRont d cLass..supposedly my grOup is d 2nd group dats shOuld present dat day but daDdy gave aLL of uS time to get mOre ready after d 1st grOup seems like nOt exactly reaDy to give a gOod n cOnfident taLk in fRont cLass..naSeb bdn lah..tQ daDdy!!

on fRiday,we had our prOb n stat alsO industrial biOtech lecture fOr d 1st time in dis sem..it were nOt tOo bad nOr tOo gOod..nOt very excited in these cLasses maybe because we have to learn extra tOpic in 2 long hours tO catch 2twO weeks learning schedule dat have been skipped..fuhh!!dahsyat sungguh nak m'gejar 2topics in 2hOurs..fening pale..!

on saturdaY,i have jOined prOgram BIJAK BELAJAR..it was okaY..sedikit sebYk m'bantu m'bina semangat m'jaDi pelajar b'jaYa..yes i wiLL prOof it!!!

in d afternOon in dis 3days,i had my free time..n as usual, since i am sO caLLed university/college student, its very hard tO change dis only 1 habit which is tiDo ptg!!..xkesah lah 10minit ke 5 minit ke,i will take d time tO have my naP periOd..huhu~~..but if i have mOre time,selg xmasOk waktu aSar,i will nOt wake up..coz i beLieve waktu aSar xeLok nak tidO..sO amik lah peLuang utk tiDo waktu sbLm aSar sepuas2 nye..mcm mane ek nak tukar haBit nie ek..?

in eVening time,it was my 'wOrk hard' hOurs..cOmpleted my asSignment,studied..selit2 skit utk surfing internet..

befOre tiDo,which was almOst 3am every day, i will get ready my attire fOr neXt day..

sO wat dO u think my timing,gOod huh..??

beLajar mengawaL perasaan

salam..
jan 17,1425

im learning tO contrOl my feeling every single daY..

rezeki yg ade adalah utk kt m'guna dgn sebaEk nye n b'syukur pd yg diberiNYA..bkn kerana egOis, kt m'noLak rezeki..yes i nOe sOme peopLe preFer tO be independent n nOt hOping frOm others...but stiLL if sOmeone offer u sOmething especiaLLy foOd,why nOt U just accept it with aLL ur heart..nOt puShing back watever being shared..rezeki kan xpatOt d'toLak..??..btoL,tgn yg m'beri lebey baEk dr tgn yg m'nerima..but wat d heck,kalu org tu dah seikhlas hati m'beri,xkan nak mati2 nak toLak..keSian hati org tu..kerna egOis manusia lupe bile waktu nye kt patOt m'nerima n biLe mase nye kt patOt m'beri..felt bad fOr dat kind of human..im nOt suggesting U to be 'pisau cukur' or 'ketua batak' tO others,but pLease think wateva dat persOn been thrOugh juSt to heLp u WILLINGLY...eventhOugh they dOnt really hOpe U to tHink abOut dat..

sO because of this,im trying tO control myself nOt tO hurt anybOdy with my wOrds..hanya keSian utk mereka yg ikhlas m'beri n keSian utk si dia yg m'noLak rezeki yg lagak nye m'noLak sprt d'beri tahi...

minds ur wOrd,peOple!!

wrOte this,tO remind others n myseLf alSo..

*naseb baEk dpt m'gawal perasaan dr b'kata2 pedas pd yg egOis tu,n im sOrry kpd mereka yg x dpt ku bantu secara terus....hanya utk m'jaga hati semua..

start my day wit..

a questiOn; why i bareLy sLeep laSt niTe..??
felt like want tO swallow bottle of cough syrup to have sOme gOod sleep..hihi~~..cannot maa,its like self-destroying idea..

class start early tOday;8am
wOke up frOm bed abOut 705am..(fYi,bendera jepun ye..)
penuh gile shower..saket jiwe je..tp nak wat mcm mane,here we have tO share..mcm xbiase je..since fOrm 4,been hosteL'ize',dah biase dah..anyway,sharing is caRing,rite..??

after,bath..tOok 2,3slices of chOc cake (my fav) fOr breakfast..get ready to cLass..

class ended early..step tO pusat bahasa,to meet up daDDy (mR ghani),our HE lecturer fOr sOme discuSsion,but he wasnt in hiS rOom..wOnder where he is..??

neXt statiOn tO stuDent affairs & aLumni dept,to meEt my caunseLor..settle dOwn sOme things..tQ mdm caunseLor aKa kak wahyuni fOr ur time..

after that,get gOing tO bPa,pay fee fOr dis sem..aBes wang kU..!...hehe..thankS mama n aBah..

take sOme fOod fOr lunCh..after that,baCk tO bed..cant stand d dizzyneSs cOz laCk of sLeep..

time gOes by very faSt uneXpectedly..get up frOm bed abOut 5..huhu~~..pLanned to wake up arOund 1ocLock tO get readY for cOmpulsOry faculty meeting at astaka..sOrry cant make it..

bath,dOing laundRy..soLat asar (bendera jepun dah turun dah..hihi~~)..filled up time by m'nGaji whiLe waiting fOr maghrib..then sOlat maghrib..had dinner after that..

get ready tO go fOr RAKSI,but in d end,d cLass canceled fOr this week..miSsed 1meeting..sOrry kak wahyuni..! =P

stuDy tRanspOrt tiLL had tO stOp...my hand shacking cOz my perOt is empty..!!have tO find sOme fOOd..but b4 dat,write dis one 1st,befOre d date tuRn to 15..

sO,i have tO go nOw..very laPo..!!

dats aLL fOr tOday..tiLL meet u neXt time,wahai my baBy eMerald..

..xOxo..

saLam nYte ...daa

try reaD thiS,ambiL sebagai pedOman..

Shocking cold wave drops temps to 40 below zero

By AMY FORLITI, Associated Press Writer

MINNEAPOLIS – Temperatures crashed to Arctic levels Tuesday as a severe cold wave rolled across the upper Midwest on the heels of yet another snowstorm, closing schools and making most people think twice before going outside. Early Wednesday, the cold front swept into New York, sending temperatures falling from the 30s a day before to single digits or below zero. It hit 8 below in Massena, on the St. Lawrence River in northern New York, with the wind chill making it feel like minus 25 degrees.

In Michigan, temperatures Wednesday morning ranged from minus 17 at Ironwood in the western Upper Peninsula to 10 degrees in the southwestern Lower Peninsula and 12 on Beaver Island. Ironwood earlier recorded a temperature of minus 23.

Thermometers read single digits early in the day as far south as Kansas and Missouri, where some areas warmed only into the teens by midday.

The ice and snow that glazed pavement was blamed for numerous traffic accidents from Minnesota to Indiana, where police said a truck overturned and spilled 43,000 pounds of cheese, closing a busy highway ramp during the night in the Gary area.

read mOre on; http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090114/ap_on_re_us/snowstorm

this is only a small 'gift' dat ALLAH give them n shOwed to uS..pLease understand why..!?

ingat lah manusia,sbLm segala nye t'lamBat..sama2 lah kita m'ingati sesama kita

onCe a while being cOnfuse..

gOod day eMerald..
salam..

life is hard huh..?
sOmetimes it is..

memiliki hati,perasaan,kita sebagai manusia kdg2 t'sentuh dgn keadaan sekeliling..

a bit cOnfuse abOut myself lately..

step by step to achieve sOmething..but because of 1 simple thing,i miss 1 step,make myself unstable to stand..

hOpefully this feeling will walk away for gOod..

i have a lot to give,but just fOr sOmeone that deserve it..

anOther 3mOnths tO go,gOod luck fOr myself..sayOnara mr "i have a lOt tO give but im nOt ready tO give"..

walk away..walk prOud..walk with smiLe..

new year,new resolution,new face,new hOpe

everything new,huh..?..hee..~~

salam,hye 1430H n 2009M.
bye,sayonara 1429H n 2008M.

too many hOpes for dis new year..cOz tOo many things happened that i dOnt plan to happen last year..
i became mOre n mOre serious in anything that i deal with..being mature fOr sOme reason..

toDay,1st class in sem 4 08/09..its quite nice n enjOyable..in here aka my meNara gaDing,as a stuDent,i hOpe i can be mOre educated,make mOre frens,make new memories n d mOst impOrtant showed to my family i can be a better persOn n i can dO it..!!

as a bLogger, i hope i can spent tiMe to emBrace my thOught n feeLing in eMerald,my baBy bLog..

as a 22 years oLd gurL,i want to make use of this year in this aGe,celebrate my year n my aGe,dO a lot of activities n overcome new adventure..why have tO wait,huh..?its nOw or neVer.!!..yey!!

as a hambaNYA,i want to get extra pahaLa fOr diS year..dO a lot of keBajikan,ibadat..bimbing lah hambaMU ini ya ALLAH..

as a daughter,mama n aBah,i will make sure u guys will be haPPy wit my achivement..n insyaALLAH,i dOnt want to find any problem wit u guys anymOre..sOrry fOr everything..

as a fren, i will always try to find sOme time to cOntact u guys occasionally..my pRay always fOr u guys even i am busY..

as a concLusion,i want d beSt for myself as a persOn,hambaNYA,daughter,family member,fren,student..

xOxO..