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salam..afternOon

saje je amik tajOk nie..because of adik ku jij lah..

kdg2 geli ati gak..people change because of their obsession to sOmething or sOme1..its really attempting to watch d obsession get bigger n bigger every day..hee~

do u ever have sOme1 dat obesess abOut u..?..sOmetimes its really nice but sOmetimes it will make u scared..!!

why nOt to be obsess wit sOmething or sOme1..at least when u obsess with it,u will always try d beSt to have it,to care abOut it,to love it..dO obsess with sOmething or sOme1 dats give u advantage nOt disadvantage..but 1st,dO love urself so dat the obsession will nOt haunt u in d end..let d important things be 1st in every decission..

like when u obsess to kill sOme extra kiLos,u need to cut ur 'needs' ~dats actually not a need~ to have some 'gOod' food..but then do have some of ur 'needs' time by time to indulge urself..after all,life is too shOrt not to have a 'gOod' fOod..remember; time by time nOt all d time!

same as love..when we meet sOme1 dat we feel he or she is d 1,do appreaciate them..care,love,like them..but,1st thing 1st;love urself 1st..so u will never loSt d track..

as for me..saya sgt2 lah jealous kpd org yg ade obsession feels nie..coz as what i am,i DONT have d obsession anymOre..maybe befOre,yes i dO have d feels..but nOw,i've always not giving myself chances to have any obsession anymOre..takot dah..harapan memusnahkan diri ku..harapan membuatkan hati ku keras..i've always been hurt because of my obsession to others..

anyway,ive learned that,i should love myself first then if d obsession will hurt me 1day,i will not hurt sO much..

so..enjOy ur obsession,ur life..love n live for ur self..!

daa~