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salam..
jan2209,0043

sebenar nye manusia xsedar yg mereka sebenar nye yang mengawal hati,perasaan,minda mereka..bukan org2 d sekeliling mereka..been dats kind of persOn,once..

thought dat i cant be happy without someone..but nOw,i understand,i need sOmething tO make me happy,but its always about me nOt others...if i dont want tO be happy,even i have a lot of things,all lovely people around me,in d end,i will nOt be happy..becuase i dOnt want to be happy..everything lays on my hand nOt others..

sayang lah diri anda dulu,seblm m'yayangi yg laEn..dulu,saya xdpt terima ungkapan nie..bg saya,kt akan rase d'sayangi kalu kt m'yayangi yg laEn..kalu kt sayang diri kt dulu sbLm yg laEn,mcm pentingkan diri pLak..

but u nOe wat...

finally i understand wat is d meaning of thOse words..mcm mane kt mampu nak sayang org laen,kalu kt xmampu nak sayang diri kt sendiri..sayang d sini bukan b'maksud nak mementingkan diri sendiri..tp sayang d sini b'maksud kt m'hargai diri kt yg sempurna yg d anugerahkan NYA..m'hargai d sini pula bkn b'maksud kt m'bangga2 kan diri,tp dgn m'lakukan perkara2 yg tidak m'mudaratkan pd diri kt..dan secara xlangsung,dgn m'yayangi n m'hargai diri kt,kt telah m'hargai perasaan2 yg m'yayangi kt..kalu benar lah seseorg itu m'yayangi kt,tiada balasan yg plg mahal selaEn m'lihat kt gembira..agree..?

to be love,u have to learn how to love..im learning,dO u..?

bacK to my activities yesterday; gOing to class at 8 am,besh..!!..love it..xrugi pOn gi,cOz i love the subject..after d clasS,going to library..wow!!..1st time masOk library baRu..fYi,im nOt a library persOn..i rather to stuDy at my nOisy,warm rOom rather than at cOmfortable place like library..but now,i've faLL in love to dat pLace..tenang...dats wat i need rite nOw..will be my favOurite starting frOm now..hihi~..then gOing to meet my PA,mdm iDa..thanks mdm,for dat nice taLk we had yesterday..gOing back to my rOom,dOing nOthing impOrtant..hehe..at 6,gi riadah wit siS nurul..newest hObby in my life..saje nak bg fit skit..huhu~..at nyte baru stuDy..dats for yesterday..nOt sure when i will get gOing tO sleep today..cant sLeep..

till then..daa~

xOxO