aLOooone..p/s: tO my siS,jemput2 turun sini!!

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in ma rOom..rOommates ku sudah bLk but stiLL im here,have anOther 2papers left..laSt paper this thursdaY..then prOceed for short sem..

kwn2 ku,mai la turun sini..!!jLn2 carik mkn d sinie..teman gue shOrt sem..penginapan dijamin selesa..hee~

belOnging..

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i tried sOo hard..but still,d sense of belonging never ever i have..

xtaw lah nak cuba apa dah..feels sOo aLone in pLace i called my aLma mater..its like d pLace rejected me frOm there...

did i dO d best chOice to be there..?or i made a wrOng decisiOn dats make my life sOo damn hard!!!

i want to get out from dat pLace..!!..ya ALLAH,bantu lah hamba mu ini..xtahan,xkuat nak m'hadapi cabaran jiwa di sana..xkesah lah saket mane cabaran minda ini,tp cabaran jiwa sgt2 lah m'cabar kewarasan ku..

dear frens..i miSs u guys..miSs my old aLma mater..

sO aLone...d heart cant take it nO mOre..

tick.tok.tick

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test.abOut 2hOurs n 15minutes,final fOr engineering graphic..which 1 of d subject,i cant transfer credit..!!

age.happy belated burfday mS apad n mS has..!!semOga panjang umur n muRah rezeki..miss u guys..love u guys..

final.next week,friday will be my 1st paper=industrial biOtechnology {hate it,tOo much reading}
next 2weeks,monday,2nd paper=probability&statistic{hOpefully i can get A+}
tuesday,3rd paper=heat transfer{d best paper i take dis sem}
thursday,last paper=mass transfer{i love d class but...}

grad.aBes dis sem,tinggal lg 4sems if i didnt extend + 2short sems dat i MUST take if want to cOmplete in time beCause of d DAMN system of U**..!!..dr b'puluh2 subjects yg layak d'transfer hanya 2,3 helai subjects je yg leh d'transfer..xd'tambah lg subject2 yg mungkin fail atau grade cukup2 mkn je..byk gile subject nak d'ambil dLm mase 6sems..SENGAL!!

here.eventhough dah hampir lengkap 2sems im here,but still i didnt like d pLace..miSs M*C*T..

done.whOever noe about d mOnths i've been calculated,d 9months time its already finished..!!!yay!!..but then,i did fOund my happinest befOre d time..hee~..im free,fOrever..!!muahahaha..its time tO happy..

home.mau balik umah dis wednesday..anOther 5days..'''hOme sweeeet hOme''''

engineering graphic.another 2hours..sO..till then..daa~

'hati'

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=saket=
being treated like a child..nOt being trusted by own parents..its very hurting me..

=kecewa=
wat kind of persOn im living with nie..?be adult lah!!!...ckp dgn kO tp aku rase mcm ckp dgn dinding je...perangai mcm bdk2..!!..hating dis pLace sOo mucH!!!

=alone=
missing my frens sO muCh..really..glad i can meet my mOmo n ms tiGer dia weekend..make my feeling a little bit okay..

=nervOus=
d exam just arOund d cOrner..am i ready..?really need a good result

adakah kt memerlukan hati..?..kenape susah sgt nak jaga hati nie..?..terase kecil sgt..

~my heart is not as big as d universe,but still it is very important to be take care as i care abOut urs~

tagged!! ~by adik ku jij~

1. How old are you?

21thn 10bln

2. Are you single

single but nOt available

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?

25 or 26..hee~

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

yup..hOpefully...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

xtaw lah..nO idea

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?

depends

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

beach but ala2 garden gitu..hee~

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

should it be a secret, sO nO follow us..hihi''

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

<1000

10. Will that include your exes?

haha..bOleh gak..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

1 sudah..

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

morning of cOurse

13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding

our sOng...and any sweet sOngs

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

fine dining please..

15. Champagne or red wine?

neither..

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

after d wedding..

17. Money or household items?

either

18. How many kids would you like to have?

as many i could have..hee~

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

nOpe..taking picts only

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know ?

yiyien

apad

fahmie