cita-cita..sobsobsob*

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terkenang cita2 ketika kecil sampai remaja bile tgk rakan2 m'upLoad pict ketika learning session in operation rOom..dah t'lamBat rase nye,nak m'gejar cita2 tu..hmm~

new.

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bLue mOon~only happens every 19 years in new years eve..so insyaALLAH 2028 wiLL be meeting aGain..

new year
tahun baru 2010.....
terdiam seketika mahu menaip ape..lama sungguh dah x menaip..saja tunggu tahun baru..otak pOn process kemasukan azam2 n cita2 baru..
kdg2 t'rase nak m'persoalkan..kenapa setiap tahun baru kt mahu m'setup otak kt semula..tp selang beberapa ketika,otak mcm nak jam..kena virus,mungkin...?..huh'..*mungkin hanya diri ku yg sebegitu

Alhamdullillah...ALLAH masih m'beri peluang kpd kt utk m'neruskan p'juangan sbg hambaNYA..tp ku rase moStly of my time as human,im FAILED to be successful as hambaNYA.

sbg peringatan
:beri KEBAHAGIAN,KEGEMBIRAAN>diri,keluarga,kekasih hati ku,org sekeliling
:kumpul DUIT
:JAGA DIRI elok2
:cipta lebih KEJAYAAN
:beri lebih KASIH SAYANG,CINTA,KENANGAN INDAH pd kekasih hati ku
:hidup BAHAGIA

semOga berjaya!
BISMILLAH

pelik

19102009
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bile saya memerlukan dia,hilang,senyap..
bile dia memerlukan saya,d situ hanya utk dia..
kenape..??

xsalah kan utk kecewa pd dia..bkn hanya pd dia,tp pd mereka..

cari lah saya..saya sedia ada..tp saya tetap kecewa pd dia,mereka..

~it takes a century for a tree to grow tall n strong as 3storey building

kerana kepercayaan yg d'robek
hati ku sakit
fikiran ku kusut..

kepada ALLAH aku percaya, kepada Rasul aku percaya, kepada Agama aku percaya

& only a minute, to make it a piece of toothpick~

LOVE..i need u!!!

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this is my LOVE story..enjoy it..

i think, where ever u gO, when ever u go, family is d beSh..!!..sejak m'jadi makin dewasa (dr tomboish--gurl2--woman??), ku rase family lah yg memenuhi kehendak jiwa n raga ku utk m'yayangi n d'sayangi..they WORTH to love..hati rase sunyi ketika b'seorgan,jiwa ku d'penuhi angan2 b'bOrak dgn mama n adik (im nOt very cLose with my dad,brothers..but they are still cOunted)..b'bOrak dgn mama semenjak pemikiran ini sedikit dewasa adalah sgt2 m'yeronok kan..n adik pula semakin mudah d'jadikan teman merapu,b'bahas,b'senda..

t'ingat kembali ketika muda remaja,diri ku yg hanya m'punyai aBg2,sering t'tekan akibat dr pemikiran yg kurang matang (matured ke skrang..?hee``)...amat sukar b'madu bahasa dgn mama n abah..ade je yg xkena..dgn adik pula,sukar utk ku b'kOngsi rase,adik t'lalu muda utk d'libatkan (beza 5thn yg sgt besar)..abg2 pula sebOk m'jayakan masa depan mereka,n they toO lelaki (which means toO egO) to share anything wit me..muda kan..mase nie lah nampak everything dlm bentuk negative especially if included my family..but i stiLL love n care abOut them dat time..

org kata: personality kt t'bentuk melalui cara p'hubungan kt dgn org laen..saya kata,b'sama2 rakan2,personality saya semakin mekar bak bunga...

mase ketika zaman kenegatifan tu,keinginan m'cari seseorg yg rapat utk b'kOngsi rase..kwn2 lah jiwa yg plg dekat dgn ku..(mase mula2 nie,lelaki its not listed)..

FARIDATUL AIN aka yiyien..
adalah teman yg plg rapat n its sound better when i called u, my lovely sis (kak long ea,kamu lahir dulu)..b'kOngsi hampir segala2 nya especially we near (f1-f3)..but then even we were n still separated n hard to meet,i still need her as my guidance of my small heart alOng d way tO be a wOman..

waktu lower secOndary,waktu yg d'ingat2kan sentiasa..kenangan sentiasa mekar d'jiwa..

then masOk diplOma,kawan2 mmg memaEnkan peranan yg sgt utama (sejak sgt jaOh dgn my sis)..dr yg baek kpd yg agak2 nakal (biaselah,kanak2 riang..hi'')

NURUL FADZNI aka apad

NURUL MAHZLIN SYAMIMI aka mimie mOn

NURUL HASNIZA aka has

NUR AFIQAH aka eqa mon@dak kecik

MOHAMMAD MAHFUZ AL HAFIZ aka bRo

dis gurls (yg lelaki tu pOn kdg2 leh jadi gurls..hee..sOrry brO..maen2 ja) really dO sumthing with my persOnality..ape ea org kata,kira sekepala lah..masing2 dah mcm adikB'adek..mak ayah kamu,mak ayah saya gak (mak ayah saya,mak ayah saya..coz my parents not believing in angkat2 nie,tp they dO know n care abOut them)..byk yg kt dah wat same2 kan?

nOw,at d next stage in life,im freelance gurl,lOne ranger,anything u want call me dat show u noe the meaning..maybe coz i have a lot of frens n adik b'adik,i feel dat i just need them eventhough we all separated in our own ways..bkn xmahu m'nambah kwn2 sesgt rapat lg,cuma d view is now changing..n i feel safe to be aLone here without any kamchengs..its better for me n its better fOr u guys..

so dat make me sOOOoooo,miss my adekb'adek..bila sakit,sOrang2..bila nak gila2 skit,sOrang2..sungguh, kdg2 rase sgt lonely tanpa mereka..n i become more n mOre n mOOOre appreciate my family n frens..

n my loneliness filled up with jOy by him..

MOHAMAD NAZRI BIN SEMOIN

..loving n caring by him each day..take new challenges wit him..d 1, dat i love to introduce to my family n adEkb'adek..i know u guys will like n love him (love x leh lebey ea,saya je leh)..tQ very2 much to him for being by my side every mOment..

tQ all for being parts of my life..i love u guys..sOrry for everything,anything i do bad to u..i really appreciate n need u guys in my life n hope im needed as well..gOsh,i REALLY MISS them!!!