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getting old..srOnok kah..?
i am toDay..spend my first secOnds in new age <22nd> with my beloVed 1..
he soO sweeeet..tQ dear..tQ sOo much..

~upOn my reQuest as memOry my 1st burday wit him..love what wrOte inSide..tOuching2..~

~my reQuest tOo..hee''..coz i need sumthing dat i can take care while im here w'out him..n hOpefully i can be as strOng as cactus eVen in a rOugh situatiOn especially in our relatiOnship..meaningfuL,huh?..huhu~

~xreQuest pOn..tp dia kata dia nak beLi sumthing yg im nOt requesting..well,loVe it..my fav..tQ fOr remember my fav things..:)~

~nie name nye,dia saje je nak bazirkan duet..tp dia dah nak bg,terima jelah..hee~

after aLL,its long day tO gO..dont noe what wiLL happen tOday..anyway thanks aLL for d wishes..thankS to my baby toO..

is d looks important..??

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i was thinking after received this picture..

dare to eat sumthing like this..? its only a bread acctually..

yup..looks dO important..

as fOr this bread,i wiLL not eat bread looks like this..yuck!!..but maybe until i noe hOw its taste gOod,it maybe will be my majOr cRush on bread..maybe huh..??!

sO d pOint here..try tO get to noe sumthing or sOme1 befOre u make a deciSion,whether tO like it or nOt...maybe at first,its seems very wrOng,but then after u noe it or she/he deeply,u will surpRise..!

but then,the 1st impresSion,is impOrtant toO.. :)

as cOnclusion..take a good care aBout how u loOks..its okay tO look nice aLL d time..
"ALLAH itu cantik,ALLAH suka yang cantik2 jua"..and 'cantik' have an universal meaning..

aLOooone..p/s: tO my siS,jemput2 turun sini!!

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in ma rOom..rOommates ku sudah bLk but stiLL im here,have anOther 2papers left..laSt paper this thursdaY..then prOceed for short sem..

kwn2 ku,mai la turun sini..!!jLn2 carik mkn d sinie..teman gue shOrt sem..penginapan dijamin selesa..hee~

belOnging..

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i tried sOo hard..but still,d sense of belonging never ever i have..

xtaw lah nak cuba apa dah..feels sOo aLone in pLace i called my aLma mater..its like d pLace rejected me frOm there...

did i dO d best chOice to be there..?or i made a wrOng decisiOn dats make my life sOo damn hard!!!

i want to get out from dat pLace..!!..ya ALLAH,bantu lah hamba mu ini..xtahan,xkuat nak m'hadapi cabaran jiwa di sana..xkesah lah saket mane cabaran minda ini,tp cabaran jiwa sgt2 lah m'cabar kewarasan ku..

dear frens..i miSs u guys..miSs my old aLma mater..

sO aLone...d heart cant take it nO mOre..

tick.tok.tick

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test.abOut 2hOurs n 15minutes,final fOr engineering graphic..which 1 of d subject,i cant transfer credit..!!

age.happy belated burfday mS apad n mS has..!!semOga panjang umur n muRah rezeki..miss u guys..love u guys..

final.next week,friday will be my 1st paper=industrial biOtechnology {hate it,tOo much reading}
next 2weeks,monday,2nd paper=probability&statistic{hOpefully i can get A+}
tuesday,3rd paper=heat transfer{d best paper i take dis sem}
thursday,last paper=mass transfer{i love d class but...}

grad.aBes dis sem,tinggal lg 4sems if i didnt extend + 2short sems dat i MUST take if want to cOmplete in time beCause of d DAMN system of U**..!!..dr b'puluh2 subjects yg layak d'transfer hanya 2,3 helai subjects je yg leh d'transfer..xd'tambah lg subject2 yg mungkin fail atau grade cukup2 mkn je..byk gile subject nak d'ambil dLm mase 6sems..SENGAL!!

here.eventhough dah hampir lengkap 2sems im here,but still i didnt like d pLace..miSs M*C*T..

done.whOever noe about d mOnths i've been calculated,d 9months time its already finished..!!!yay!!..but then,i did fOund my happinest befOre d time..hee~..im free,fOrever..!!muahahaha..its time tO happy..

home.mau balik umah dis wednesday..anOther 5days..'''hOme sweeeet hOme''''

engineering graphic.another 2hours..sO..till then..daa~